This post is specifically about sex. My husband and I have a wager. The posts with sex in them get more reads. Last night while we were in bed I told him I was going to post whatever happened on my blog to see if it got reads. So, don’t read any further unless you find it interesting to know about the sex I had last night.
Sex with Jay has always been great. Lately it’s been even better. I feel so safe and loved and grateful that I have someone who loves me like this. I feel more comfortable being myself. It had been a week since we had sex. Last week I had the stomach bug that is going around all the schools and there is no way I can bring myself to have sex while I want to vomit. Colds are different. If I have a cold and I want to have sex, it’s happening. Anyway, as we laid there chatting and teasing and touching last night, I told Jay that I would be taking notes so he’d better watch his performance. He replied “How would you know if I am good or not? You’ve never had sex with a straight guy.” Oh my god! He is so right. I never thought of this. Jay and I started sleeping together when I was barely 18 and he was still 17. He’s the only man I’ve ever been with. Hmmmmmmm. I had to let this sink in a minute while he continued to kiss my collar bone. Ah well, what do I care. It’s good.
Ok. Let’s get on with it. I don’t write erotica so I’m not going to embellish anything. I swear I’m giving the facts only. This is your last chance to stop reading……. I shower every night so when I got out I dressed in a white lace see-through camisole and a matching thong. My husband only showers at night if he’s hot and sweaty from some sort of outdoor activity or he wants his dick sucked. So while he showered I waited with the bed turned down. (We keep sex confined to the bedroom when the kids are home.) Jay came out of the bathroom wearing only his white Ralph Lauren briefs that I bought him at Christmas. I am really turned on by white briefs on him. He’s normally a boxer wearer but in high school when we started messing around he always wore white briefs and looked so hot in them. He hasn’t worn them since we married until a couple of months ago. He looks so hot and sexy in them (read his latest post at myheterogaylife.wordpress.com for more on this). He got into bed with me and I had to restrain myself to keep from fucking him right then. We kissed a bit and I offered to rub some lotion on his back. Not really a sexual practice but he enjoys it and I like to touch him. I sometimes straddle him while I massage his back but I didn’t this time because for some reason it gets me hot too quickly.
After the massage he turned over and kissed me. Damn he’s a good kisser. I mean a really good kisser. He uses the right amount of tongue and the perfect pressure every time. I’m the only person he has ever kissed. Can you believe that? I knew what he wanted and I wanted to be the one to ask for it before he got the chance to ask me. “Can I suck your dick please?” I said. (A side note here: many times I like to be asked or even told to go down on him. I’m always more than happy to oblige but I know that he loves to hear me ask for his dick. I’m even willing to beg.) “Of course.” he said as he got off the bed and stood at the side. He pulled his dick out and I always begin by licking my lips and taking the whole think in. I love to wrap my hand around it and squeeze while I concentrate on the tip. He likes to hold the back of my head while I lick the shaft from base to tip applying gentle pressure with my tongue. He took his wet cock in his had and stroked himself while I circled the tip of his dick with my tounge several times. Then he lifted his balls to my mouth. As I gently sucked on one of them I reached between his legs to rub and touch his ass a bit. Then I moved to the other one. I like to roll them around in my mouth. A little more licking and kissing his dick before he pushed me back onto our bed.
He seems to enjoy starting with my tits. Fine with me. I try to wear things that allow easy access to them since I know he enjoys them so much. He grabbed one and pulled it out and licked my nipple while holding my other tit. Last night he ws a little gentle with them and tended to concentrate on other areas. I really enjoy having them sucked pretty hard most times. His hand wandered down to my panties and he said “Does sucking my dick make you wet?” He slipped his fingers inside my panties and found out that I was indeed quite wet. How a gay man can enjoy making a straight woman wet is mind-boggling isn’t it? As he rubbed my clit he sucked my nipples some more. I really wanted more. I know he could have fucked me right then, but lately I’ve had a problem of taking a long time to climax. It’s getting better, but it’s a shitty side effect of a medication that I am on. So due to my need for a little more attention I just asked him to fuck me with his fingers.
After a little bit of that I needed more. But I knew once he entered me he’d be too close and I’d still be barely getting there so I asked him to get my new toy. I’m not sure what it is called. I have never had one before and it was actually Jay’s idea that I get one. He mentioned it as a joke I think but maybe he’s getting tired of having to spend so much time on me. Anyway, I ordered what is called a “jelly dong” from Eden toys on-line. I also ordered some cock-rings at Jay’s request but he has not decided to try those yet. Sometimes he uses a condom to help him hold on a little longer but I prefer his dick without one. He got the toy (it’s hot pink) and covered it with KY. I noticed he watched himself put it in last night. I laid on my back arching and moaning and told him that I loved to think about sucking his dick while he fucked me with the toy. So he left it inside me and straddled my head so I could suck him some more. I absolutely love this position. It’s easy for him to drop his balls into my mouth and while it is not as easy for me to give him head this way because I have to lift my neck up and his dick is pointing stragiht up when he’s hard, he really seems to enjoy this position as well. He moved his dick in and out of my lips. He said “I love fucking your face like this.” I think he could tell I wanted to be fucked some more, and deeply, so he went back to my cunt and moved the toy in and out hard and fast. The toy is good, but not as good as him. It’s not as thick as him and I like to feel full. I asked him to slow down and he brought me to a great orgasm.
I turned over so we could spoon a bit. Also another one of my favorite positions becasue I love having the back of my neck kissed. I also love to have Jay rub his dick on my ass. I spread my legs and reached around to grab his dick. I wanted it in me right then. He put it in and we rocked back and forth as he held onto my hips and watched himself go in and out. I held my tits and pushed my ass against him as hard as I could. (BTW I’m getting really turned on by writing this.) Then he asked me, “Where do you want me to cum?” I did not care. He asked me again, “Where do you want me to cum huh?” I told him I didn’t care. I was wondering if he was finally offering to fuck me in the ass like I have wanted. We have never tried this. But I discovered that what he wanted to know was if I wanted him to cum inside me or if I wanted him to cum on my tits. I like this and had mentioned it last week while I was on my period. Giving him head and then watching him cum on my tits is something I like to participate in while I’m on my period. I love watching him stroke himself. I can get off on thinking about him jack off. Even if he’s thinking about a guy. I do not care.
Back to the sex, I told him I wanted him to cum inside me. It had been 8 days so I had to have it in me. Then I told him to choose the position. I insisted that he choose the position he wanted to fuck me in since I chose the part of my body that would be receiving. “Ride me.” he said. As I started to climb on him, he said, “No. Turn around.” So I rode him backward. He’s on his back, I’m sitting on top of him with my face pointed towards his feet. It feels good this way but only if I have already cum. I don’t know why. He likes it this way because he gets to watch his dick move in and out and gets to grab my ass while I do it. I rode him as hard as I could. He grabbed my ass and I knew he was about to cum. He always moans right at the end. When he finshed, I bent down and kissed his legs, then climbed off, turned around, and straddled him so I could kiss him.
I think I’m going to have to go take care of myself. If you read this, hope you enjoyed it. Sex really is good with a gay man.
3 Comments
February 21, 2008 at 11:37 am
You saucy thing you – sounds like you both had a lot of fun.
February 24, 2008 at 10:48 am
it sounded so hot and still i cant understand your husband’s behavior
btw if you really like trying the anal, you better get prepared for it or it can be hell painful, i’m pretty experienced, believe me :-p
June 27, 2008 at 4:26 pm
(Fanning myself.) I want my wife to get home!